A Spiritual Psalter
or Reflections on God
from the writings of
Saint Ephraim the Syrian
135
How shall I repay Thee? I shall accept the cup of salvation.
Long-suffering is the Lord, and He draws all of us toward His kingdom; but He requires of us an account for our carelessness during this short time.
He will say to us: for you did I take on flesh, for you did I visibly walk about the earth, for you was I beaten, for you was I struck on the face, for you was I crucified and raised on the Cross, for you who dwell on earth was I given vinegar to drink, in order to make you holy and heavenly. I have granted you My kingdom, called all of you My brethren, and sent down to you the Holy Spirit.
What more is there that I could do but have not done in order to save you? The only thing I do not want to do is to constrain your free will so that your salvation would become a matter of necessity, not of your own choosing.
Tell me, O sinners who are mortal by nature: What have you endured for My sake, for your Master Who suffered for you?
Let us all come together to worship Him and weep before the Lord Who has created us, and let us say: How shall this race of sinners repay Thee, O incomprehensible, good, and kindhearted God? Thou Who hast illumined all the universe with grace, illumine also the eyes of our hearts, that we might love Thee, O Master, and with love always perform Thy holy will.
Behold the cup of Thy terrifying blood, filled with light and life. Grant us understanding and enlightenment, that with the love and sanctity of faith we might approach it and that it might be unto us for the forgiveness of sins and not for condemnation.